It has finally dawned on me why I often leave things until the last minute. I have recently realised that I actually enjoy the pressure of having to do things quickly, in a rush, against the clock. I like the adrenalin rush!
In my busy working life bringing up a family, working full time and studying, deadlines were frequent and I often rushed around madly meeting them. At times it got a bit much but on the whole I enjoyed the fast pace.
Going at a slow pace in order to think about a fast pace and why I someitmes like it..need it even.